The beat
What matters to me, as if you want to know, is feeling something while making photographs. Many of my photographs I’ve shown publicly or have had prints sold were made during deep depressions and chaos within my life. When I make a photograph, it isn’t because the person is doing something funny or unique, what clothes they are wearing … it’s how they are moving, or not moving, in the same world I’m inhabiting with them. Usually there’s something I relate to or want to relate to. It could be a sense of movement, perceived happiness, success or just a general perception of being aligned to a similar beat. In an interview last year, I tried explain that it is like an emotional synapse that makes me make a frame. I think that will always be true. It’s also not something unique to me. All of my favorite photographers seem to have made their best work based off of feelings. I admire them the most because it seems like the photographs were made without some grand intention. Instead there’s some sort of emotional and intentional purity involved. I’m not saying this is the best way to make photographs, but for me it is. I’ve learned more from these photographers about photography and life outside from what we experience here than other photographers.
This particular night, I treated myself to an old fashion to walk around with, watched and worked my way through the crowd a bit, tried to get as close as possible and to feel and share what was happening on this particular stretch of East Ave. with others who seemed to be within my beat.